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Daily practical living/application - Day 14

 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see and realize that I was not applying myself within my daily practical living/application within the context of the physical and what’s real, instead I was in my ‘mind’ waiting for ‘thoughts’ to come up within me to write about I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see and realize that in the waiting for ‘thoughts/points’ to come up within me, I wasn’t truly applying myself to the fullest within my daily practical living, but stuck in my mind ‘waiting to write about points’ I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see that it’s within my ‘daily practical living’ within the physical reality in which I can sort the bullshit that exists within my ‘mind’ out, where as if I’m not applying myself within my ‘daily practical living’ I am writing just to write, yes it may bring me some form of inner peace/clarity within the moment, but I was not living out  my ‘self forgiveness, self corrective/com
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Judgement - Day 13

 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be ‘judgemental’ towards myself, other people and the world I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create many ‘judgements’ within myself towards myself, others, and the world I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to normalize this behaviour of being ‘judgemental’ I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ‘judge’ myself on every aspect of myself I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ‘judge’ other people based on the ‘judgements’ I made about myself, thus projecting my ‘judgements’ onto them I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see and realize that participating within ‘judgement, self judgement’ has many consequences in which I am living in different aspects of my life I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see and realize just how much the ‘judgements’ I created towards myself affects me and my life currently  I forgive myself for accep
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Anxiety - Day 12

 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create ‘anxiety’ within myself I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to to think this self created ‘anxiety’ was real, inside of me, all of which was created due to participating within my ‘mind/thoughts’ I forgive myself for accepting and allowing me to not see how much ‘anxiety’ I have created within myself I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give into this ‘feeling’ of ‘anxiety’ in which it ‘feels’ like I almost can’t move or feel hampered in my movement  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ‘participate’ within ‘anxiety’ and the ‘feeling/emotion’ of ‘anxiety’ to the point it almost feels crippling in certain instances.  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing this ‘feeling’ of ‘anxiety’ to become a habit/system/pattern/construct, in which I participated in this ‘feeling/emotion’ for years I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be consumed by my ‘anxiety’ and all
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Reactions - Day 12

 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ‘react’ to specific individual ‘thoughts’ that come up inside of me, specific past experiences, memories, interactions, judgements, feelings, emotions, ideas, beliefs I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself in not realizing that every time I ‘react’ towards these ‘thoughts’ within me, no matter what the ‘thought’ is, I am recreating the same cycle over and over again, in which I will ‘react’ to thoughts if they are specific  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to to ‘think’, ‘feel’, that I can allow certain ‘thoughts’, specific ‘thoughts’ in which I end up ‘reacting’ towards them with ‘emotions/feelings’, not realizing , that even if I don’t react to a lot or the majority of the ‘pre programmed thoughts’, the ones I do ‘react’ to, will cause me to create momentum within the ‘reactions’, so ‘thoughts’ i that I may have  stopped having ‘reactions’, towards, I will start ‘reacting’ to those ‘thoughts’again as
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Resistance - Day 11

 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create ‘resistance’ towards myself and my reality, resistance towards specific ideas, beliefs, thoughts, memories, experiences, desires, fantasies, fears, projections in which I do not want to address, which also hold answers/keys as to why I do what I do, and how I live my life currently as it’s manifested  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see how much ‘resistance exists within me, in al aspects of my life I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see and realize that I created/manifested the resistance that exists within me, in relation to my mind/physical reality, that in turn live out, in my day to day patterns/habits in which this ‘resistance’ shows itself I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see this ‘resistance’, that exists within me, has stopped me from doing many things that would have changed my life within/without I forgive myself for accepting and allowing m
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Confusion - Day 10

 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for participating within my mind in the form of thoughts, feelings, ideas, beliefs, memories, judgements, desires, projections, images, fears, worries, concerns, doubts, and within this participation, becoming overwhelmed to the outflow of so many thoughts in which it causes confusion within me I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see, that within participation in so many outflows of ‘thoughts’, it can cause things like ‘confusion’ and lack of direction, or to lose faith in yourself as there’s so many ‘thoughts’ coming up at once I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to make this ‘feeling’ of ‘confusion’ into a habit/pattern, as I’ve participated within this construct for many years, and it always lead to ‘feelings’ of unsure ness, confusion, lack of direction, not knowing what to do in a moment, losing faith, losing confidence, and not realizing this was all due to ‘mind participation’ and getting st
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Avoidance - Day 9

 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to intentionally keep myself deluded and avoid facing myself in relation to writing about specific points within me, doing things that must be done regardless, taking the physical actions necessary in fixing/sorting my life I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to avoid myself and my reality  I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create a habit/pattern in relation to avoidance/avoiding things that MUST be done I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to avoid myself, people, necessary actions that must be taken, not realizing that it will better my life and all I have to do is push through that ‘resistance’, ‘energetic attachment’ I created in relation to avoidance I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not see and realize the many things I’ve ‘avoided’ doing, taking actions for, sorting my life out was from the starting point of ‘fear’, in which it created ‘regret’ for lost time a
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